Panda Burke

I don't know where to start. This hit hard. Panda I knew when I adopted you and Butterscotch that you were both bonded and had to be adopted together. I just didn't realize that you'd leave three months after Butterscotch.This left two big holes in my heart. You were the alpha. From the moment you came into  my life I knew you were special. Sometimes pushy. I really miss us watching TV together at night. It was so cute watching your head and eyes dart back and forth at the screen. Your body weight cutting off the feelings in my feet while we watched TV. I always remembered my Mom's words "don't sit so close to the TV". You were literally my anchor in so many ways. I miss you being with me during my morning prayers and affirmations. I haven't done any since you left. Precious is doing her best to fill in for you and Butterscotch. She misses you and Butterscotch so much. I know you and Butterscotch are together. Spirit showed me you and her playing in a beautiful meadow running up a hill together.That image will stay in my heart the rest of my years.  I wish I could have stayed there, but I have Precious who still needs me. I found some hair in my Christmas decorations, plus your's and Butterscotch's Christmas stockings. I cried. I know you and Butterscotch are completely healed from the trauma humans gave you  early in your lives. Till we meet again I will always love you Panda Boo. I will always hold space for you. Namaste my friend.

Daddy and Precious